| I'm gonna work this art thing as I lost my musical abilities long ago. Fashion isn't just a life choice, it's a way of being. I only eat to live not to give myself pleasure, my work does that. I dance free as I live that way. I won't commit to you as I hate being heavy. Fashion has to be the most powerful drug I've ever had. Money is money, don't look too much into it. All human life is expendable. I don't question humanity as it only brings more pointless questions. I won't lie to you, ever. Self hate drives me to gain perfection in my work as the human, in all forms, is flawed. There's a beauty in destruction an almost gorgeous one. I'm not a punk, alt, emo, trend or any other label and neither are you. I'm aware that when my ribs shows it means I've got problems, but I miss them when they're gone. Lonliness isn't self imposed, it's fate telling you some thought needs to happen. To own is to enslave. I'm a fashion whore but it's a style of my own, so I don't have a fashion pimp. |
New year and another chance to make a tit of myself.
Done some work but I recently feel uninspired.
I think I have SAD.
Should see a doctor about sleep.
Work, work, work, work and maybe more work.
Shite.
A quick sumation of what I'm about to type: perhaps it should've been on the bottom? Who knows.
Anyway I'm now in the second year of my course at Huddersfield University and so far all I've done is work. I hardly left camps other than to buy food once a fortnight if that, as my boyfriend brings me food parcels. I barley have to go far for food anyway as ther are four large suppermarket around the halls. It's very depressing that I can see them, as well as the university lecture halls, from the kitchen window. I need to leave this town but that might be pushing it as we've only got a few weeks (a month?) until the end of term.
I have a project due next week and I worried as my warp threads keep snapping, which will make my loom ticket rather hard to understand. Speeking of which I need to learn how to read one, never mind making one!
I think due to the lack of social life I have now and the entry into winter my levels of happiness are at rock bottom. I would go to the doctor but I think all they'd do is perscribe me anti-depressants. That just masks the problem not address it.
My relationship with my boyfrind ( [link] ) is now at two months and is going well. Other then a few tantrums I've been having (due to the SAD) we've not had a single upset or fight. I don't expect it to be a perfect relationship but I think we're very compatible as we have alot in common and are often thinking along the same lines.
I just hope that everything falls into place and my SAD passes. I don't like feeling depressed (does anyone?). Perhaps I need a break and/or something else in my life?
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I just wanted to point out, you spelt 'Isle of Man' wrong in your Current Residence, there is no 'f' in it xD It was bugging me, figerd I'd tell you
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