New year and another chance to make a tit of myself.
Done some work but I recently feel uninspired.
I think I have SAD.
Should see a doctor about sleep.
Work, work, work, work and maybe more work.
Shite.

A quick sumation of what I'm about to type: perhaps it should've been on the bottom? Who knows.
Anyway I'm now in the second year of my course at Huddersfield University and so far all I've done is work. I hardly left camps other than to buy food once a fortnight if that, as my boyfriend brings me food parcels. I barley have to go far for food anyway as ther are four large suppermarket around the halls. It's very depressing that I can see them, as well as the university lecture halls, from the kitchen window. I need to leave this town but that might be pushing it as we've only got a few weeks (a month?) until the end of term.
I have a project due next week and I worried as my warp threads keep snapping, which will make my loom ticket rather hard to understand. Speeking of which I need to learn how to read one, never mind making one!
I think due to the lack of social life I have now and the entry into winter my levels of happiness are at rock bottom. I would go to the doctor but I think all they'd do is perscribe me anti-depressants. That just masks the problem not address it.
My relationship with my boyfrind ( [link] ) is now at two months and is going well. Other then a few tantrums I've been having (due to the SAD) we've not had a single upset or fight. I don't expect it to be a perfect relationship but I think we're very compatible as we have alot in common and are often thinking along the same lines.
I just hope that everything falls into place and my SAD passes. I don't like feeling depressed (does anyone?). Perhaps I need a break and/or something else in my life?